Asexuality and Me

It’s been 4 months since I’ve had sex. And though I go on dates, it’s mostly for the company. The thought of sex is kind of revolting to me right now. This is not how I normally am. At all. My sex drive usually is very high and I used to thoroughly enjoy it. But I have an idea of what happened…

Christmas morning I was rushed to the hospital because of a very serve asthma attack.  I was hypoxic and delirious by the time the ambulance got there. I can honestly say that I felt myself dying. It wasn’t until the next time I had sex that I made a startling realization… the thoughts you have when you orgasm are the same as when you’re on the brink of death. Totally kills the mood.

Something that used to be so important to me is so insignificant now and I don’t know that I mind too much.

bethaglitch

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