The BPD Butterflies

Bipolar and Borderline sufferers tend to weave a cocoon, much like a caterpillar around ourselves for protection from a world we are mostly afraid of. This analogy I’m using to demonstrate the life cycle of Bipolar and Borderline sufferers is so apt… The pupa stage is one of the coolest stages of a butterfly’s life.  … Continue reading The BPD Butterflies


Do the Drugs Work?

There's that beautiful song - The drugs don't work (posted below), by The Verve, which resonates with me. Why? Because my constant struggle with myself, as to whether to stop all psyche medication, since I've convinced myself that it's destroying my body and possibly brain, never seems to end. So I listen to this song, … Continue reading Do the Drugs Work?

Suicide Prevention Month – My Story Part 3

I have no idea what a normal mom is, but I know I am not one.  Before, I was Super Mom and now I am some sort of odd hippie, zen, metal head mom.  I never allowed myself to believe I was a good or even decent mom.  I have six eyes watching me and … Continue reading Suicide Prevention Month – My Story Part 3